Emptyness

I feel lost in my self been
In a place that cannot be seen
Darkness shrouds all around me
And I don't know anymore what I'm supposed to be

Like paying the price of a past mistake
One I don't know when or if I did make
Like been left alone by your dearest friends
I feel this feeling that never ends

I want to smile, I want to laugh
But anything good that happens seems not to be enough
Enough to arise my soul all the way up
To make me feel that I have luck

The luck to have all my friends to my side
I mean mentally and in the real life
Friends that don't fight and don't get bothered
Friends that apart from liking me, will too like each other

The luck of having someone of trust
And to be trusted by this person the most
Have someone to share happiness and the pain
To make a friendship that will ever remain

Until this happen I'm still lost in my head
Fearing what life reserves to me ahead
Feeling no love, no hate, no hatred nor anything
Wondering why and how this started happening




Escrito em 09 de setembro de 2005